Monday, September 12, 2011

Looking Up

Chaos chaos chaos! thats how it feels most of the time. Last night laying in bed I was praying, and thinking about spiritual things, and forgetting about all the chaos of earthly things. I.E money, houses, cars, material things, keeping up with the jones's, volunteering, sewing, crotcheting, getting my picture projects done. Pretty much all the things that keep me so insanely busy! I then felt this over whelming gratititude for what I really have. A much better spiritual life, a growing incredible relationship with my husband, great family, my cats, love, and Gods Grace. I felt so at peace and so blessed. I prayed for our baby of course. But I realize God's timing is perfect and when it happens it will be right for us. and if it never happens that is meant to be as well. My life is perfect in all the imperfect ways, and living with peace and gratitude and grace through God is all that really matters. The power of prayer can really turn your Chaos into Peace! We have had some pretty big things in the works, and I am really excited for it all. Just living day by day and Fully Relying On God through all the earthly stresses. That is how I am going to Look Up today.